I can’t compete with that?!

You know when your single(?)

lol, like me. And your searching the web at random, mostly social networking sites (eg. Facebook; twitter; tumblr; maybe even youtube) And you come across a cutie, and you out of no where go into creep mode. So you creep their profile, check their profile pic and read their little bio. Maybe you already know her, but still creep her new pro pic. But, anyways. . .

Well on facebook when you see your chick friend, from high school, or past jobs, maybe even just acquaintances. And you see their profile picture with their boyfriend, or perhaps just a close friend. At first glance he just looks like a regular guy. And they look like a regular couple. And you think “Hmmm, Nice. Cute”

Then you think to yourself. “hmm, girls like her likes regular guys like me? maybe I have a chance” then you begin to engage into an even creepier mode. You click on the dudes profile and check out what and how he’s like. ( you know cause that’s what dudes do??)

but then he’s actually all like . . .

And then your all like . . .

Cause you realize he isn't a regular joe like yourself.

And as your flipping through the pro pics, you realize it’s obvious she likes guys like this, cause he’s cocky. . . and then you get discouraged . . .

Sitting there looking all pathetic. And average.

Cause this guy even looks good with clothes on! Like WTF!  He even also looks successful too.(at this point you should stop, But can’t seem too)

You also start to think “Wow, this guy must get a lot of chicks.”

Now your really discouraged.

Cause not only do they look good separate. They look good together. And then your all like “Fuck it, I Can’t compete with this guy”

Your then left sitting their with all these mixed emotions about woman and their interests in douchy looking guys. Especially cocky ones. That say bro and work out all the time.

You know one of those little moments. when your checking facebook and you see a friends facebook pro pic, click it. And see a guy, and you think their boyfriends are just a regular guys quite like yourself. At first glance, he is. But accordingly to his cocky photogentic pro pics. you realize nope, he’s a protien working out douche. and your left there think there’s no way you can compete with a guy like him. (Or is this just me????)

Anyways you shouldn’t feel discouraged. You should use this as a fuel to try better yourself,and look at (or for) someone better than her. And don’t be so hard on yourself. Don’t go and be picky of woman. Those hotties are usually not your type, they maybe appealing to the eye. But let’s face it. Your a loser, a geek. She’s not going to like your Anime watching, figure collecting, star wars watching-self. Not to mention J-Idol watching and K-pop listening lifestyle. She wants those douchy guys who cares about their cars and physical physique. She, is in fact the opposite a douchy guy. She’s I guess maybe a bitch (the opposite?).  But hey that’s not their fault nor is it yours for being the way you are.

So when you find someone like your type, you should try and stay within your lifestyle of woman, and not those fake looking girls. But maybe your into that, I’m just saying. We all want what we can’t have. But you never know, that geek girl just might be a hottie. And who does cosplay 😛 (but thats a long shot).

I’ve heard a saying (and actually have a hot girl say this to me once) “The geek always gets the girl in the end.” (maybe in movies, but this is real life). But keep that in mind, it just might happen ^^

I would like to think so.

And maybe he will be the one with the expression . . .



Anime that's cute/funny. storyline very simple. (K-ON)

if you don’t know what an “Otaku” is? search the wiki 😛 lol but what i think an Otaku is, is a person (Girls & Guys) obsessed with anime/manga/figures etc etc. But there are sub levels and different types of Otaku’s. ever wonder which one are you? or which type of one you fall under? well anime website “Sankakucomplex.com” made a little explanation on what types of Otaku there are. and they only showed 2 types of otaku. i’m sure there are many others, but the 2 basic otaku’s are shown in the link below.


Anime that is full of action/suspense and Complex Storyline.(Code Geass)

for me i think i’m a AB otaku. i do watch K-On cuase the characters are so cute, and funny. and i do watch east of eden, and complex anime such as death note; darker than black( i guess those are complex anime?) the stories are well done, and the animation/art are cool. so i found myself sitting in between the two. and i often do not watch anime as much. but when i do i try real hard to finish the series. and i often wait for the series to be over so i can quickly go through it. and instead of waiting week after week for the next episode. but i do consider myself an otaku.

Animes i am Currently Watching.

  1. Darker than black S2
  2. Dance in the vampire bund
  3. K-on S2
  4. east of eden
  5. pretty much a mixture of both. but i can’t really get into ecchi type anime you know like queens blade, ikkitousen, and what not. the story lines are very simple and focus on hot anime girls. i mean i watched like 5 episode of each and just did not continue. don’t know why.



one of my favourite anime’s are coming to life. lol, live action of Beck Mongolian Chop Squad. Whooo!

been anticipating it since i heard the news on it becoming a live action on anime news network. if you want more info on it. check out em out on youtube or animeseason or sky7anime. i’m sure they have em uploaded there.

Quick summary on it: Koyuki meets cool guy(ryusuke). learns guitar(pretty fast) and joins the band with chiba(vocals) and taira(bass). and then meets a cool drummer from school who joins later on. and so the band beck becomes i guess the talk of the town in tokyo? well in japan. so they get into trouble and learn some things and koyuki like ryusuke’s hot sister(maho). and they(the band) get asked to join in a big music festival in japan. so they do and they rock, and then they break up. ryusuke goes to america. and the other band mates tour America, also in look for ryusuke. my memory is kind of blurry about it. but i know it, and it’s worth checking out if you like rock music and anime. and i’m excited to see how they put it into live action.wether it’s good or bad, i’m sure i will always be a fan of Beck.

Trailer for live action.

learn more about who’s the cast and what not here AnimeNewsNetwork

Here’s a cool little vid of a mash up of the anime.

for some reason this is the only version i found without the crappy Dubbed version(i absolutely hate dubbed anime) but here’s a cool tune from koyuki

Credit to the original uploaders

this movie/anime kind of inspired me to be in a band. but all isn’t very glamorous and fun. it’s really hard, and you need a lot of heart in it. i’ve tried and yeah it’s difficult, especially with other band mates. and you need to learn you instrument well, inside and out. well after i did, and experienced a little bit of it, found out i didn’t have much heart in it. i mean i love music, but it takes really hard work, and time consuming to be in one(a band). like you have to give up everything else and concentrate on just the band. which i couldn’t do. so i quit and i see me only playing and possibly making music just for fun, and as a hobby. i couldn’t live someone else’s dream when mine wasn’t totally all in it. (which means my band mates wanted something i couldn’t give, especially give up. which was on my dream, and just live there’s). so i moved on, until i find what and where i want to be….

that was a little bit about me. thanks for reading. and comment to :3

The Artist/intro.

Name: Quentin (Nyko)

Age: 20

Hobbies: Drawing; Photography; Design/Animation; Blog watching; Anime Watching; Figure Collecting…

Favourite Series: Code Geass; Death Note; Neon Genesis; K-On; Gureen Lagann; Darker than black; Inu-Yasha….

Favourite Games: Halo series; Resident Evil Series; Batman: Akram Asylum; Infamous…..

Favourite Figures: Rei Ayanami (lol the only two figures i got, just starting my collection)

Currently Watching: Neon Genesis; Gurren Lagann; Queens Blade…..


My influences/idols :3                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Danny Choo (also the reason why i choose the nikon D5000 :3)

Danny Choo’s Blog (check him out) www.dannychoo.com